breathing

so. run to your nearest music store, or plug in your ipod and d/l the White Lies album. I d/l yesterday, on the release date and i can't stop listening to it. And i am not the one to be into alot of UK bands, but this one's a keeper. Listen to : Fifty on our Foreheads, From the Stars, To Lose My Life....okay, really any song on the album.

so this week, i have learned that i do not have oral cancer (yay for me). I am in the process of drawing up a will and power of attorney (at the specific direction of my mom, who has been bothering me about it for at least a year now). it kind of sucks when you realize there is really no one you can entrust to carry out your wishes exactly the way you want them to. its been difficult. i am doing it with the thought that i will not be dying any time soon. :).

also, i went to the bookstore and picked up some books. i just love books. music and books. i remember when i was little i would copy stories out of books and pretend i had written them. i was probably 7 or so then.

i checked my flash drive which hold all of my writing, and i realized i hadnt written since 2/15. its been hectic around here, with sickness and whatnot. so i jumped back in and am trying to just get going with the hopes that i'll get inspired and get 30 more pages.

hmm. someone needs to make a photobook of Victorian Houses. Another thing i love. Someday, i will live in a huge victorian house with crown molding and a window seat and a stained glass window. it. will. happen.

i actually went for a walk yesterday. it felt so good to be outside, to just breathe air and walk. and i am not really an outdoorsy person. i mean i dont dislike it, but i'd rather be inside i guess. after i get my victorian house, i want a big yard away from everyone else so i can continue to live in my little bubble. untouchable.

im rambling. bye........