crash love. early.

somehow i got my hands on afi's crash love album saturday. not that i hadnt been obsessively listening to it since they posted all the songs on their myspace.

anyway. stand outs for me are: End Transmission; Veronica Sawyer Smokes, Ok, I feel Better Now, and It was Mine. The b-sides are pretty good too. Fainting Spells is impressive...and i love 100 words...(although the lyrics left something to be desired, the guitar in the beginning makes up for it)

seeing them sunday....so excited.

off to write.

5 months later....

5 months later finds me in a much better head space. things have been resolved. i have crazy expensive doctor bills telling me that i'm in perfect health. so its all mental! sweet.

i survived the summer, but just barely. i am one of those people that needs their space, on pretty much a daily basis.

so i am planning on diving back into the writing, which has taken a backseat to school starting and potty training. eager to revise and rewrite. book 2 is mulling around in my head.

ive been asking myself exactly what is the point of putting all this energy into something that will never be published, never be read except by me and maybe one other person, and ive come to the conclusion that the point is that it is something i NEED to do. i NEED to write this story, need to create and imagine and live in another world sometimes. i feel cranky and irritated when i don't write, when i dont get out all the stuff in my brain. so anyway....

listening to : End Transmission....from the new afi record...which is sure to be a wealth of inspiration.