detour

ive written like 13 or 14 pages today, and ive suddenly taken a major detour off the main trail. i'm letting myself write it though, letting the muse take me where she apparently wants to go. i guess i can scrap it later if it doesnt work out. actually, i'm much more afraid that this it THE idea for the book, and that the previous 199 pages are not going to work. most of it will, but its just weird to have this happen now. so, like i said (wrote) im going to just keep going and get it out. i just have to remind myself that all i want to do is get it finished this year, and i have 10.5 more months to do just that, or less actually, b/c when summer comes i dont get to write much. too much going on. in the winter i can sit at the computer for almost 8 hours a day inbetween pick ups and drop offs and lunch and everything else.

anyway. today its been pretty much these songs:

The Unwinding Cable Car by Anberlin
Inevitable by Anberlin
and
Why by Secondhand Serenade

gotta go!